Someone Help Me Out Here?

Is it possible to be so content and so confused at the same time?

I want so much, why am I not willing to work for it?

I really wish people would stop being so vague...I need communication or I go insane. Maybe that's what you want? Well stop. It's driving me crazy.

Summer needs to get here. I want it. This weather feels like it's teasing me. I'm looking forward to so many things. I just need to get through these goals of mine first...

Music is such a good motivator. Then again so is looking in the mirror and seeing just how badly this depression is affecting me. It scares me sometimes. I'm on a new vitamin regiment to help. I hope it does. I'm so tired of being tired all the time. And sad. It drives me crazy, because I am such a naturally happy person, this just doesn't feel right to me. Like I'm wearing someone else's skin, and I just want to get out. How can everyone not see that? Not realize the pain I feel every day? I guess I'm too good of an actress sometimes...

I love my friends. So much. You have no idea what you all mean to me.

So I guess I'm at a turning point. But I need support. Help me?

Also. JUST TALK TO ME. Stop driving me crazy. Please.

Oh, almost forgot. Happy St. Patty's Day. :).

"Come one, come all, you're just in time to witness my first breakdown. 'Cause there's a mile gone for every minute passed when I'm stuck in this town."

-All Time Low.