I just felt so sad.
I'm not sure there was even a specific reason.
I need guidance, and I can't find it anywhere. Maybe that's a sign that I need to help myself. I've been trying, but as far as I can tell, I'm more lost than ever.
It's times like these where I wish I had faith. I wish God was there for me, to help me through times like this. I wish I believed he was.
Life is too complicated; too intricate a design for me to understand. I simply have to follow where it takes me and try my best to stay afloat.
So many emotions for someone as young as me. Maybe my mom was right. Maybe I am an old soul.
So why can't I figure out the simplest things?
"Maybe we're just trying to hard;
When really it's closer than it is too far.
'Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep
up above in my head, instead of going under."
-Sum 41.
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